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Who all on my friends list lives somewhere near me? Meaning Carson, Reno, Tahoe, Gardnerville type areas. If you're crazy enough to come down to Nevada that works too!
We should all make a date for those of you that do live in the above areas and meet eachother. Itd be fun.
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[13 Dec 2003|09:56pm] |
I know this is a little odd of me.. BUT
I need a code for my dear friend Alyssa
thank you muchly
-delia
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[13 Dec 2003|09:00pm] |
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hey hey hey, im soo bored so if someone wants to do something frickin call me
in the mean time I'm hangin out with Tony.. chyea, he's bored too :) hahahahaha
Kudos for Kadie who is now taken by Anthony Altimorano or w/e and yea... he's HOTTTTT okay okay. i'm done
yo later!
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| If you read this, I'll give you a cookie! |
[11 Dec 2003|08:09pm] |
Okay, so today I was just sleeping.. ALL the day long :) woah. kay anywho morgan is refraining from talking to me right now -_O < thats my uh oh lol hahaha face
PLAYLIST
thrice
refused
thursday
boys night out
coheed and cambria
desaparecidos
the early november
juliana theory
dashboard
from autumn to ashes
planes mistaken for stars
engine down
fall out boy
further seems forever
as I lay dying
Don't worry about that.. I wanted to take it out of my profile.
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[10 Dec 2003|02:15pm] |
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Dear Santa,
I think I have been fairly good this year. I tried really hard to bring up my grades before Christmas and I did do some good you do know! Me and my brother have been getting along nicely and when I call him stupid I don't really mean he is stupid I just mean that sometimes he can be an a little slow. Also I when I call people names such as "bitch, mother fucker, dumb tike, whore, cunt, fucktard, bimbo" and so on.. its all out of love you see. I love everyone. When I flipped off that girl when she walked away it was because she asked for it so I wanted to be able to give it to her =D. When I don't listen to my mom it's because she doesn't necasarely tell me to do anything she just asks. Well last time I checked when someone asks it's optional is it not? So really that wasn't bad either. So now that we have clarified that I have been good. I would like a gym membership, the early november cds, dashboard cds, an appointment to get my hair dyed, clothes, shoes, belts, accesorries, a new digital camera, and you can stuff my stockings with make up and lip gloss. Thank you santa. Also, if it's not too much to ask, I would like a whole set of furniature for me room, I think my mom wants you to make my room bigger for christmas too. =)
love always,
Delia (a very nice girl)
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[10 Dec 2003|11:37am] |
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I know why people aren't commenting on what they think about my layout!!!
it's because I'm emo isn't it? ISN'T IT?
later
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[09 Dec 2003|10:07pm] |
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I was really bored... I made a new live journal layout.
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) smooch_like_wow
please tell me what you think =)
-Del
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Holey Crap... Today was really wierd! omg omg omg lol anywho, I really need to study for that god damned science test that we had to do on lasdfjljsadlfjsldjf um Friday. Yea I've been absent for three days now! I'm so super sick and I hate it :( I'm seriously gonna cry if it gets any worse. :) but proggressivly I'm getting much better =D My mom gave me medicine and it wasn't so bad! gorsh.. I'm really super bored :) well i'm out. I never have anything to say anymore :-/
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[07 Dec 2003|04:08pm] |
Funerel4Afriend: yea but why do you always say stuff about real friends when lately you haven't been one to me, tyler is an asshole and you know he's an asshole to me but you just don't care at all, you just stand there on his arm and laugh with him, now is that a best friend, noo it happens to not be, and you are always a bitch to me cuz i sit with diffrent friends at lunch, a real friend shouldn't care about those kind of little things, and you expect me to always be nice to you and always be their for you when i'm kinda sick of you only coming to me when i am the last person to talk to, expecially after you be a bitch to me at school then put this act on online like you're my friend
Auto response from SuPerSpiFFyDeL: because I can't explain myself to you with poetry, and I could never draw you an image as beautiful as the one you left in my heart, So sometimes words that were never said, Emotions never fealt, and feelings never brought out would have to do. I won't lie to you, I couldn't keep a straight face. You did mean alot to me but with actions cutting deeper than any wound possible I cant bare another action but to love you. For all this pain you have caused I could fill up the ocean but even the blue sea couldnt hold a passion as true as this. Your beauty blinds me and your words make me week, but with every piece of my heart I love you. It's a shame it had to end this way
Funerel4Afriend: when you get back look up and raed what i just said and really think about it
Funerel4Afriend signed off at 4:05:37 PM.
wow, i'm a lousy friend
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[07 Dec 2003|03:40pm] |
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well anyways, here is gonna be this really long update on how I can't stand anything anymore.. yea take it.
Anywho, Kadie and Brittaney are now best friends and just like I have suspected would happen, I am no where in the picture because I have no idea why besides that stupid lil thing about Michael Jackson. Well Brittaney I would just like to tell you one thing. Me and Kadie were best friends long before you and her were and you weren't there for her when I was for even half the time that I tried to be and you selfish bitch, you're probably happy that me and her are fighting cuz now guess what? you have her all to yourself and she tells you everything now and not me. Well fucking go ahead cuz you have done everything you could to try to bring me down, you were never really my friend in the first place. I'm sorry but if you were my "real" friend you would have never have gone out with Troy after I told you how I fealt for him, and "real" friends would ask beyond just "is it okay?". One thing.. Is it ever okay to go out with your "best friend"s ex boyfriend? Yea and when I started becoming closer to you... It was me that did it not you. Honestly Brittaney, If it wasn't for me, You would have never gone out with Troy, or John, Or became best friends with Kadie again, And another thing, I was perfectly happy when we all were best friends but then you started just inviting Kadie and leaving me out of everything and I don't know how to forgive that cuz how could I? You took away my best friend and you expect me to be okay with that? fuck you, serioulsy. I can't believe that you have such nerve. Go the fuck to hell. You don't even care so I hope that one day someone does this to you. You have no idea how much I have put up with and how many times I have just not said anything to prevent us fighting cuz you know what? I thought you were my best friend not my competition. I guess it's not all your fault because Kadie just let it happen too. Well I guess best friends aren't forever. I hope you guys work out tho.
-well that was just a long thing to brittaney and kadie and I'm sorry but no one said you had to read it-
-_-a very heart broken Delia-_-
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[07 Dec 2003|12:12am] |
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OMG, I so would not even be lying if I said that I hate Alex cuz he takes things way too far! LoL it sucked but I don't really care but heres what happend...
My brother today was like yea Im going paintballin with my friends and I was like ha nice you can have mine.. w/e anyways he takes them then Alex and Eric come over and want them, I don't give it to them cuz now they are my brothers (even tho I'm really mad cuz I fucking bought Eric paintballs online for Christmas but now I hope he fucking never talks to me again *not really but I'm so pissed) but anywho the end result is that yea.. I'm not really friends with them anymore but hey, I have before and I can now do without them! no biggy~ Anyway, tonight as a whole sucked. I just want to throw today away, Troy doesn't even talk to me so that's dumb and Eric and Alex hate me, Matt doesn't EVER talk to me lol Sam is still cool and I don't really care about any of those other kids... I really don't care about some of them. Alex was never really my friend anyways. I don't give a shit cuz I DON'T NEED A FUCKING FRIEND THAT JUST BRINGS ME DOWN!!! and all the rest of them will either have to get over it or live without.
I'm done! <333 luff you guys, have a good one!
-delia
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| what fallows.. has led me to this place where I belong |
[05 Dec 2003|02:01pm] |
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I remember the first time I EVER called Troy... lol yea he told me that he rocked out to the new afi song in math and I was just like AWESOME! and then I turned on the radio real fast and it was on and he sung to it. WELL NOW HE IS IN A BAND AND GUESS WHAT BITCHES!!!!!!! I don't know, nevermind don't worry about it cuz if he reads this I'll be real embarresed and won't be ablt to see him anymore. I also remember I listend to the dwarves haha. God I miss that. Anyways, I don't like anyone. It's really really wierd. Out of the blue I was just like... nah. I mean I do like someone but not really anyone that I could have. well I didn't go to school today cuz I didn't study for my science test and I don't want to fail it. :( YIKES thats a bummer. I seriously have to start going to bed earlier. like way earlier. like I'm talking about 9 30 again earlier! I don't want to.. die tonight will you believe in me? and I dont want to fall into the light.. will you wish upon? will you walk upon me? I dont want to die tonight!! WILL YOU BELIEVE IN ME TONIGHT??? AM I THE STAR BENEATH THE STARS AM I THE GHOST UPON THE STAGE AM I YOUR ANYTHING? god... :( I miss Troy. I want him back. I have to get over him but I will. I have to. When I didn't talk to him for that like week I was sooo sure I was too but I'm not, I need to be cuz I need to be able to just not care and see him all the time next year and not want to cry. gosh, kay kay kay. For the time being I am a little strung on him but it won't stay that way. I promise myself it won't. I promised Kadie that I would not ever like him again and I have already broken that promise and she knows that I can't help it. I promised myself that I would get over him by now and I have broken that promise as well. gosh, silence me =(
I feel like I have nothing in Carson to live for anymore. Why not just move and start over? I don't want to be stuck here anymore. Right where all the emotion and anger hits so hard that you can't even bare to wake up in the morning admitting the same routine where your friends betray you in the worst types of way.
well I'm gonna go rock out to some emo lol. bye
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[04 Dec 2003|06:57am] |
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[02 Dec 2003|10:40pm] |
ugh *sigh* emo emo emo
well im bored and willing so.. if anyone wants me to make them a madrad icon or anything.. I'm up for requests.. :-D
-delia
oh and I got a new layout smooch_like_wow tell me what you think!
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[01 Dec 2003|10:20pm] |
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wow I kinda have alot on my mind. but anyways I have decided that this is what I'm gonna be from now on!
-no drugs (AT ALL sides like coffee,,, yummm)
-no alcohol
-no sexual activitys beyong kissing
-no smoking
-_-NONE OF THESE THINGS AT ALL-_-
AND I love the following girls more than EVER!
-morgan
-kaitlin
-tahni
-savina and abby
-tess
lately these have been my girls of choice!!! I LOVE THEM SO! and my most favorite boys are
-stephen!!!
-cam
-chris!
-anthony and martin
WOW IM NOT SAD...! ha stephen is my best friend. I was really sad earlier cuz i was like talking to Sandy and she made me realize that I put up with too much with Troy and then she said something that hit me "but when you are in love, its like it blinds you to see the person you are in love with and all you see is how strongly you feel for that person." she was so true. I kinda look down on myself for putting up with it, I could have had so much better but I settled on so much less because oh KETCH THIS!!! "i loved him"
god what is love? what I fealt for Troy? cuz then Troy.. I love you very strongly altho we speak no more than this
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which is like nothing
anyway so I was just like... damn love sucks. I don't know if I want it but then I look at Nate and Galene or Stephen and Morgan and I'm just like :( :'( but yea I need to get over that. Oh okay well this is kinda getting long. I was a real bipolar gal today. first I was tired, awake, happy, cheerful, sad, mad, sad, happy and now im just like =/ bleh
I really want to kiss a guy but I won't unless he is my boyfriend.. I'm serious. There has yet to be a guy that I like to say... hey kiss me! This is bad. I'm done with the old Delia, In with the new
New Delia >Old
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[30 Nov 2003|09:37pm] |
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I feel odd. I like like 3 guys. haha Well Chris and Kyle are two of em... The other one is a SECRET! haha well tonight I am staying at kadies so I wont be able to update this... just one thing I have to say before I go or two
1. I love pandas alot
2. my spit is affecting
3. I like chris alot tonight
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