taKe iT weNch <3 XO

who wants to play?

2003-12-17T01:51:41Z

[1]Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.

[2]Am I loveable?

[3]How long have you known me?

[4]When and how did we first meet?

[5]What was your first impression?

[6]Do you still think that way about me now?

[7]What do you think my weakness is?

[8]Do you think I'll get married?

[9]What makes me happy?

[10]What makes me sad?

[11]What reminds you of me?

[12]If you could give me anything what would it be?

[13]How well do you know me?

[14]When's the last time you saw me?

[15]Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?

[16]Do you think I could kill someone?

[17]Describe me in one word.

[18]Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?

[19]Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?

[Removed.]

do you like my replica jenneh?

2003-12-14T21:28:17Z

Who all on my friends list lives somewhere near me? Meaning Carson, Reno, Tahoe, Gardnerville type areas. If you're crazy enough to come down to Nevada that works too!

We should all make a date for those of you that do live in the above areas and meet eachother. Itd be fun.

smooch_like_wow @ 2003-12-13T21:56:00

2003-12-14T04:46:23Z

I know this is a little odd of me.. BUT
I need a code for my dear friend Alyssa

thank you muchly
-delia

kims coming over.

2003-12-14T03:51:32Z

hey hey hey, im soo bored so if someone wants to do something frickin call me

in the mean time I'm hangin out with Tony.. chyea, he's bored too :) hahahahaha

Kudos for Kadie who is now taken by Anthony Altimorano or w/e and yea... he's HOTTTTT okay okay. i'm done

yo later!

If you read this, I'll give you a cookie!

2003-12-12T03:19:47Z

Okay, so today I was just sleeping.. ALL the day long :) woah. kay anywho morgan is refraining from talking to me right now -_O < thats my uh oh lol hahaha face

PLAYLIST
thrice
refused
thursday
boys night out
coheed and cambria
desaparecidos
the early november
juliana theory
dashboard
from autumn to ashes
planes mistaken for stars
engine down
fall out boy
further seems forever
as I lay dying

Don't worry about that.. I wanted to take it out of my profile.

oh he he

2003-12-10T21:26:26Z

Dear Santa,
I think I have been fairly good this year. I tried really hard to bring up my grades before Christmas and I did do some good you do know! Me and my brother have been getting along nicely and when I call him stupid I don't really mean he is stupid I just mean that sometimes he can be an a little slow. Also I when I call people names such as "bitch, mother fucker, dumb tike, whore, cunt, fucktard, bimbo" and so on.. its all out of love you see. I love everyone. When I flipped off that girl when she walked away it was because she asked for it so I wanted to be able to give it to her =D. When I don't listen to my mom it's because she doesn't necasarely tell me to do anything she just asks. Well last time I checked when someone asks it's optional is it not? So really that wasn't bad either. So now that we have clarified that I have been good. I would like a gym membership, the early november cds, dashboard cds, an appointment to get my hair dyed, clothes, shoes, belts, accesorries, a new digital camera, and you can stuff my stockings with make up and lip gloss. Thank you santa. Also, if it's not too much to ask, I would like a whole set of furniature for me room, I think my mom wants you to make my room bigger for christmas too. =)

love always,
Delia (a very nice girl)

they should have an emo emoticon

2003-12-10T18:37:59Z

aslkjflsldkf
I know why people aren't commenting on what they think about my layout!!!

it's because I'm emo isn't it? ISN'T IT?
later

New Layout

2003-12-10T05:07:41Z

I was really bored... I made a new live journal layout.
smooch_like_wow
please tell me what you think =)
-Del

smooch_like_wow @ 2003-12-09T19:42:00

2003-12-10T02:56:42Z

Holey Crap... Today was really wierd! omg omg omg lol anywho, I really need to study for that god damned science test that we had to do on lasdfjljsadlfjsldjf um Friday. Yea I've been absent for three days now! I'm so super sick and I hate it :( I'm seriously gonna cry if it gets any worse. :) but proggressivly I'm getting much better =D My mom gave me medicine and it wasn't so bad! gorsh.. I'm really super bored :) well i'm out. I never have anything to say anymore :-/

ohh too cute!

2003-12-09T20:46:42Z

I adopted a cute lil' emo fetus
from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus!

so sad

2003-12-09T08:07:32Z

I'm so lonely. I cried for about 5 hours tonight. I want everything to be all done. I want to move and start over. I am in the worst state of mind in Carson and I have no idea what is gonna happen if I don't stop caring. Sometimes I think it'd just be easier to end it all. I know what would happen. I don't want anybody to hurm themselves. I tried so hard to be perect but yet again I failed miserably and I can't get back on the ball cuz everytime I try something ends up happening like I get to fragile and hurt by the fact that I simply give up and stop trying. This christmas is gonna suck. I have no one to share it with and I'm miserably sick. I want to tell all my teachers that I'm sorry but they need to go on without me :( I suck a big one I'm sorry. I blocked Troy tonight trying to get over him is gonna be hard... I love him so much but I got to do what I got to do and if I don't try my best I'll never go far. So Troy if you're reading this which (you're probabbly not cuz you don't care and are really mad at me) I'm really sorry. I want you to prove me wrong.

I'd like to give a big thanks to
---Morgan (_____nagrom and
---Kadie (hurlygurly.
You guys were a big help. I don't know what I would do without you.

smooch_like_wow @ 2003-12-08T18:37:00

2003-12-09T02:07:35Z

i hate me

smooch_like_wow @ 2003-12-07T16:08:00

2003-12-07T23:09:08Z

Funerel4Afriend: yea but why do you always say stuff about real friends when lately you haven't been one to me, tyler is an asshole and you know he's an asshole to me but you just don't care at all, you just stand there on his arm and laugh with him, now is that a best friend, noo it happens to not be, and you are always a bitch to me cuz i sit with diffrent friends at lunch, a real friend shouldn't care about those kind of little things, and you expect me to always be nice to you and always be their for you when i'm kinda sick of you only coming to me when i am the last person to talk to, expecially after you be a bitch to me at school then put this act on online like you're my friend

Auto response from SuPerSpiFFyDeL: because I can't explain myself to you with poetry, and I could never draw you an image as beautiful as the one you left in my heart, So sometimes words that were never said, Emotions never fealt, and feelings never brought out would have to do. I won't lie to you, I couldn't keep a straight face. You did mean alot to me but with actions cutting deeper than any wound possible I cant bare another action but to love you. For all this pain you have caused I could fill up the ocean but even the blue sea couldnt hold a passion as true as this. Your beauty blinds me and your words make me week, but with every piece of my heart I love you. It's a shame it had to end this way

Funerel4Afriend: when you get back look up and raed what i just said and really think about it
Funerel4Afriend signed off at 4:05:37 PM.

wow, i'm a lousy friend

okay

2003-12-07T22:51:47Z

well anyways, here is gonna be this really long update on how I can't stand anything anymore.. yea take it.

Anywho, Kadie and Brittaney are now best friends and just like I have suspected would happen, I am no where in the picture because I have no idea why besides that stupid lil thing about Michael Jackson. Well Brittaney I would just like to tell you one thing. Me and Kadie were best friends long before you and her were and you weren't there for her when I was for even half the time that I tried to be and you selfish bitch, you're probably happy that me and her are fighting cuz now guess what? you have her all to yourself and she tells you everything now and not me. Well fucking go ahead cuz you have done everything you could to try to bring me down, you were never really my friend in the first place. I'm sorry but if you were my "real" friend you would have never have gone out with Troy after I told you how I fealt for him, and "real" friends would ask beyond just "is it okay?". One thing.. Is it ever okay to go out with your "best friend"s ex boyfriend? Yea and when I started becoming closer to you... It was me that did it not you. Honestly Brittaney, If it wasn't for me, You would have never gone out with Troy, or John, Or became best friends with Kadie again, And another thing, I was perfectly happy when we all were best friends but then you started just inviting Kadie and leaving me out of everything and I don't know how to forgive that cuz how could I? You took away my best friend and you expect me to be okay with that? fuck you, serioulsy. I can't believe that you have such nerve. Go the fuck to hell. You don't even care so I hope that one day someone does this to you. You have no idea how much I have put up with and how many times I have just not said anything to prevent us fighting cuz you know what? I thought you were my best friend not my competition. I guess it's not all your fault because Kadie just let it happen too. Well I guess best friends aren't forever. I hope you guys work out tho.

-well that was just a long thing to brittaney and kadie and I'm sorry but no one said you had to read it-

-_-a very heart broken Delia-_-

ha my friends are NICE!

2003-12-07T07:21:24Z

OMG, I so would not even be lying if I said that I hate Alex cuz he takes things way too far! LoL it sucked but I don't really care but heres what happend...

My brother today was like yea Im going paintballin with my friends and I was like ha nice you can have mine.. w/e anyways he takes them then Alex and Eric come over and want them, I don't give it to them cuz now they are my brothers (even tho I'm really mad cuz I fucking bought Eric paintballs online for Christmas but now I hope he fucking never talks to me again *not really but I'm so pissed) but anywho the end result is that yea.. I'm not really friends with them anymore but hey, I have before and I can now do without them! no biggy~ Anyway, tonight as a whole sucked. I just want to throw today away, Troy doesn't even talk to me so that's dumb and Eric and Alex hate me, Matt doesn't EVER talk to me lol Sam is still cool and I don't really care about any of those other kids... I really don't care about some of them. Alex was never really my friend anyways. I don't give a shit cuz I DON'T NEED A FUCKING FRIEND THAT JUST BRINGS ME DOWN!!! and all the rest of them will either have to get over it or live without.

I'm done! <333 luff you guys, have a good one!
-delia

what fallows.. has led me to this place where I belong

2003-12-05T21:45:46Z

I remember the first time I EVER called Troy... lol yea he told me that he rocked out to the new afi song in math and I was just like AWESOME! and then I turned on the radio real fast and it was on and he sung to it. WELL NOW HE IS IN A BAND AND GUESS WHAT BITCHES!!!!!!! I don't know, nevermind don't worry about it cuz if he reads this I'll be real embarresed and won't be ablt to see him anymore. I also remember I listend to the dwarves haha. God I miss that. Anyways, I don't like anyone. It's really really wierd. Out of the blue I was just like... nah. I mean I do like someone but not really anyone that I could have. well I didn't go to school today cuz I didn't study for my science test and I don't want to fail it. :( YIKES thats a bummer. I seriously have to start going to bed earlier. like way earlier. like I'm talking about 9 30 again earlier! I don't want to.. die tonight will you believe in me? and I dont want to fall into the light.. will you wish upon? will you walk upon me? I dont want to die tonight!! WILL YOU BELIEVE IN ME TONIGHT??? AM I THE STAR BENEATH THE STARS AM I THE GHOST UPON THE STAGE AM I YOUR ANYTHING? god... :( I miss Troy. I want him back. I have to get over him but I will. I have to. When I didn't talk to him for that like week I was sooo sure I was too but I'm not, I need to be cuz I need to be able to just not care and see him all the time next year and not want to cry. gosh, kay kay kay. For the time being I am a little strung on him but it won't stay that way. I promise myself it won't. I promised Kadie that I would not ever like him again and I have already broken that promise and she knows that I can't help it. I promised myself that I would get over him by now and I have broken that promise as well. gosh, silence me =(

I feel like I have nothing in Carson to live for anymore. Why not just move and start over? I don't want to be stuck here anymore. Right where all the emotion and anger hits so hard that you can't even bare to wake up in the morning admitting the same routine where your friends betray you in the worst types of way.

well I'm gonna go rock out to some emo lol. bye

<333

2003-12-04T14:09:25Z

Heres A Thought...
If you're willing to listen
I only tell the truth of the feelings I'm givin
Can you hear me now? Listen...
Wispers in the rain, Listen...
Don't push love away, you know you do...
It's all we have...

Its a chore, holding on to a vision.
Don't leave me high and dry, She's the one you'll be missin
Can you hear me now? This time...
Wispers in the rain while you're awake
Don't push love away, you know you do...
It's all we have

I hate to think, hesistations a burdon
a bitter sweet design for a lesson of learning...
Can you hear me now? listen
Wispers in the rain while your awake....
Don't push love away you know you do...
It's all we have.

She's crying. She's crying. She's crying. She's crying.
Can you feel me now? This time...
Wispers in the rain lying awake....
Don't push love away, You know you do...
It's all you have.
Can you hear me now? This time
Wispers in the rain while youre awake...
Don't push love away you know you do
it's all we have...

Heres a thought if you're willing to listen....

smooch_like_wow @ 2003-12-02T22:40:00

2003-12-03T05:42:03Z

ugh *sigh* emo emo emo

well im bored and willing so.. if anyone wants me to make them a madrad icon or anything.. I'm up for requests.. :-D

-delia

oh and I got a new layout smooch_like_wow tell me what you think!

enough with this

2003-12-02T06:03:20Z

wow I kinda have alot on my mind. but anyways I have decided that this is what I'm gonna be from now on!
-no drugs (AT ALL sides like coffee,,, yummm)
-no alcohol
-no sexual activitys beyong kissing
-no smoking
-_-NONE OF THESE THINGS AT ALL-_-

AND I love the following girls more than EVER!
-morgan
-kaitlin
-tahni
-savina and abby
-tess

lately these have been my girls of choice!!! I LOVE THEM SO! and my most favorite boys are
-stephen!!!
-cam
-chris!
-anthony and martin

WOW IM NOT SAD...! ha stephen is my best friend. I was really sad earlier cuz i was like talking to Sandy and she made me realize that I put up with too much with Troy and then she said something that hit me "but when you are in love, its like it blinds you to see the person you are in love with and all you see is how strongly you feel for that person." she was so true. I kinda look down on myself for putting up with it, I could have had so much better but I settled on so much less because oh KETCH THIS!!! "i loved him"
god what is love? what I fealt for Troy? cuz then Troy.. I love you very strongly altho we speak no more than this
(

)
which is like nothing
anyway so I was just like... damn love sucks. I don't know if I want it but then I look at Nate and Galene or Stephen and Morgan and I'm just like :( :'( but yea I need to get over that. Oh okay well this is kinda getting long. I was a real bipolar gal today. first I was tired, awake, happy, cheerful, sad, mad, sad, happy and now im just like =/ bleh

I really want to kiss a guy but ~~I won't unless he is my boyfriend.. I'm serious.~~ There has yet to be a guy that I like to say... hey kiss me! This is bad. I'm done with the old Delia, In with the new

New Delia >Old

morgan check out what Im listenign too :-D

2003-12-01T04:39:09Z

I feel odd. I like like 3 guys. haha Well Chris and Kyle are two of em... The other one is a SECRET! haha well tonight I am staying at kadies so I wont be able to update this... just one thing I have to say before I go or two

1. I love pandas alot
2. my spit is affecting
3. I like chris alot tonight

KAY YOU'RE GOING DOWN!!

2003-11-30T09:05:08Z

SuPerSpiFFyDeL: ya im fixing it fagtard
Pitifulxkisses: fucktard
SuPerSpiFFyDeL: bitchtard
Pitifulxkisses: =-O this is you the fucktard
Pitifulxkisses: =-O(hi Im delia and Im a fucktard)
SuPerSpiFFyDeL: this is you the weatie :-$
SuPerSpiFFyDeL: :-!hey im kadie and I suck at life!
Pitifulxkisses: hahaha
Pitifulxkisses: hey im going to bed
Pitifulxkisses: nitie nite fuckbutt
Pitifulxkisses: owww
Pitifulxkisses: bad carma
Pitifulxkisses: i have a kink in my neck
Pitifulxkisses: and it BURNS
SuPerSpiFFyDeL: woo
SuPerSpiFFyDeL: I COMMENTED
SuPerSpiFFyDeL: oh and btw
SuPerSpiFFyDeL: goodnight bitch whore! i love you like i love the shit under brittaneys shoe
Pitifulxkisses: ha
Pitifulxkisses: same to you fuckbutt tard..who loves the camel toe!!mm mm
Pitifulxkisses: GOOD
Pitifulxkisses signed off at 2:00:55 AM.

pff SHES WEAK!!!
she's just jealous cuz i'm way hotter than her and she is stupid and a blonde bimbo..!

Kadie.. if you are reading this.. GET READY TO RUMBLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! pff or should I even waiste my time on weak lame bitotches like you! oHHh BURN!

oops.. three words for you too loser
take it wench!

im feeling this

2003-11-30T08:41:11Z

okay well I watched Chicago with Kaitlin and Morgan today, it was neat. Kaitlins a load of fun and Morgan is a ton of it! lol anywho...

anyways later that day morgan came back over and then evan and cam came over.. cam cut me but i forgive him :-D! lol it was funny anywho. and then we went to mcdonalds.. great times great times! yea we ended up sitting on morgans lawn and talking and then morgans mom gave them a ride home... it was fun tho.. tonight was a long one.. a good but long night :-D

haha KADIE IS SOO FUCKING DUMB!!!
I love Kadie tho, she's so stupid it makes me laugh
yea cuz she makes me feel smart...er

lol love you. bye!

oh yea and I met this real cool guy last night on the internet

2003-11-29T18:46:01Z

sooooo watsun... I hear you have been having a good last couple of days... chyea I have been but you know how we do. I'm a balla

Kelly:what you got?
Delia: 20 inch blades.. from the impalla
haha or something like that!

well last night I had lots of fun at the movies.. I went wif my home girls and they rock to the fullest. Hmm well thats about it we saw brother bear! and you have to hear I say it lol okay!

I love dew dew dew dew doot!

bye

Have a WONDERFUL Thanksgiving

2003-11-27T20:05:53Z

I hope EVERYONE has a WONDERFUL thanksgiving from the bottom of my HEART! haha welllll

My mom is making dinner, its gay cuz it will be ready in an hour and she's gonna be at work till 6. I'm mad that she's even trying really but oh well. I give up cuz you know... if I asked her not too it'd hurt her feelings but if I siad... "thank you for the dinner tho I'm not gonna eat it here cuz I'm either going to Kadies or Kelis... GAWD! URRR now I'm kinda mad, I think I'm gonna hurt her feelings by not eating here with her!! GAUH

I hate this Thanksgiving
I hope you all have a good one tho! I luff you sweet hearts

-delia

whateva

2003-11-27T07:29:20Z

long night
tomorrow is thanksgiving and yea my mom is working :'( that seriously maekes me sad... I may have to sit here doing nothing all day :-/ oh well

I hope you guys have a good one

Happy Birthday Kaitlin, I luff you!!!

GAUGH I'm stuffed. :-/ have a good Thanksgiving... BYE!